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Subject: Re: Instruments 12/12/2010, 5:18 pm

It's eerily silent except for the sound of my sobbing. Shane's quiet, and there's no one else here but us. I wipe my tears away but more keep coming.

Guest

Mccloud trotts in and sniffs Annies foot. He lays down with his chin on his paws and wimpers.

Subject: Re: Instruments 12/12/2010, 5:32 pm

I force myself to stop crying, but I'm still sniffling a bit.

Guest

Mccloud licks her foot.

Subject: Re: Instruments 12/12/2010, 5:42 pm

I smile a little, but I'm still feeling kinda depressed. I rest my head on Shane's shoulder.

Guest

I kiss her forehead. "Tell me what happened."

Subject: Re: Instruments 12/12/2010, 5:44 pm

"I don't know how," I whisper. 'Without making you probably hate me,' I add on mentally.

Guest

"You can tell me anything."

Subject: Re: Instruments 12/12/2010, 5:50 pm

I sigh and tell Shane what happened, leaving out the part about Czarina having a kid and Steve kissing me.

Guest

"Oh..."

Subject: Re: Instruments 12/12/2010, 5:51 pm

I bite my lip and stare at my feet. "Yeah," I say.

Guest

"I feel like theres something your leaving out." I say as I take my arm off of her.

Subject: Re: Instruments 12/12/2010, 5:54 pm

I mentally curse but don't say anything.

Guest

"Annie, tell me the parts that you left out."

Subject: Re: Instruments 12/12/2010, 5:56 pm

"The think Czarina's pregnant and Steve kissed me," I say, mumbling the last part.

Guest

I frown. "Steve kissed you?"

Subject: Re: Instruments 12/12/2010, 5:58 pm

I nod, staring at the ground.

Guest

"What did you do?" I say coldly.

Subject: Re: Instruments 12/12/2010, 6:05 pm

"Nothing," I mumble, still staring at my feet. Gods, I feel like I'm gonna start crying again DX

Guest

"Did you have time to do something?"

Subject: Re: Instruments 12/12/2010, 6:08 pm

"I was in shock, Shane. I did have time to do something, but I was in shock," I say, hoping that he doesn't leave me. I can't deal with a heartbreak right now.

Guest

I look down and close my eyes. 'This is why you never get into relationships Shane.' I think to myself.

Subject: Re: Instruments 12/12/2010, 6:11 pm

"Shane," I say, hearing my voice break. 'You stupid girl! You let yourself fall in love again, only just to get your heart broken again!'

Guest

"I-" My voice breaks off. I didn't know what to say.

Subject: Re: Instruments 12/12/2010, 6:15 pm

I sigh and grab my guitar. I jump off of the stage and start to leave, feeling tears roll down my cheeks. Why couldn't I have just stay home with mom? WHY?

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