Demi's Random Poetry

There are a couple here;
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I Hate You
I hate you
I hate your little lies
You know the ones, the ones that make me smile
The ones I want to believe
The ones I know I shouldn't


I hate how much you seem to care
When I can just picture you saying its going to be okay
And I want to cry
Because I wish you would mean it


I hate how you make me trust you
How you seem so sweet, kind and friendly
Until I hang on to every word
To every sentence that comes out of your mouth


I hate how much it hurts when you play me for a fool
When you suddenly stop
And I know, just know
That it's the real you I see


And I hate it so d*mn much
How even when I know your the one in the wrong
I want to apologize and cry and cry
Because it feels like I can't breath when your mad at me


I hate you!
I hate everything about you!
I hate how I care about you!
I hate how no matter how much you hurt me, I come back!
I hate how I can't hate you!
I HATE YOU!
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Differences
I was going to make this a poem
Maybe make it rhyme
I was going to use fancy writing,
And I wasn't going to spend much time
I would comment on humanity
And how much it disgusted me
I would comment on the prejudice
And why it always had to be
I could make fancy similes
And little plays on words
Hate on the people who hated me
While avoiding any slurs
I would raise my metaphorical fist
In indignation and anger
But really, after all that effort
It wouldn't do much I wager
Haters don't care when you hate them
Fancy poems won't solve the problem
Gay, black, white, or emo
There's always someone doing something “wrong”
So I'm done, I'll give up
Call me what you want
I'll enjoy my life, and who I am
And I'm not going to stop
I'll defend my friends and family
Maybe protect my name
But I can't put so much into protecting my morals
Soon enough I'll go insane
So go ahead, hate
Spread the ignorant words
I may not do an obvious thing,
But I'll make sure your never heard
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I Love You

I haven't any secrets
Both my heart and soul are bared
So look upon me and judge my character
With your electric, bright blue stare
With your warm and rough calloused hands
Hold me close and sing
Let your ever-lasting melody
Bring me into the soothing embrace of sleep
With your sly humor and your deep laugh
Poke fun at the world I despise
Somehow your witty conversations
Always make the darkest of shadows equal to the sunrise
With your flushed slightly chapped lips
Embrace me with a sweet kiss
Show me how not everything is rotten
Teach me the meaning of true and ultimate bliss
I haven't any secrets
Your love has set them free
My walls broken down by your firm yet gentle words
And now I can truly feel will all of my being
So I'll now caress your newly shaven jaw
With the lightest of lingering touches
Press my lips against yours adoringly
And keep you locked tight inside my clutches
I have only you to thank for my new meaning
Of living day to day
So this hesitant kiss I hope will speak
The words I'm not quite sure how to say
If I could honestly say
The words my heart is singing
I'd say thank you for everything you've ever done for me
And hope you'll never leave me
I love you
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Confrontation

Raise your head
And blink your eyes
Blood so red
Does hypnotize


Pain so sharp
Feels so dull
Another guilty thought
Resting in your skull


Is it real?
Do you exist?
Wondering, just wondering
Whats the point of it?


Wishing to be proud
Hating to be fake
Giving all your effort
Until theres nothing left to take


To die or to live
A shaking choice
Press the trigger of a gun
Or stop, stare and rejoice


Questions, just questions
A constant stream
Drip, drip, drip
Slowly bursting at the seams


If you died today
Would anybody cry?
Or would they simply forget
The girl they knew to be a lie


Maybe you'll never know
You wish to though, don't you?
Do you wish to accept your hated
Would it make it easier to do?


To end your life
End the pain
Cowardly run away
From your ultimate fate


So go ahead and do it
Say your final goodbye
Loose everything worth fighting for
No one's going to cry

Updaaaate~ I found some old poems >w<
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Blind
I have slowly grown aware
Of what you never seem to see
How you always say what we are to do
Whilst I say leave us be

You think that with each and every change
We are but a disgrace
Yet it's us, it's always us
To be the ones with the unlucky fate

If we're different, we're bad
You simply leave us behind
But I sparkle, I shine
And now you're the one who's blind
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Box
My life is a box
I stare at the walls
But I'm stuck
The walls are closing in
I can't breath
I look for a way out
But I can't see
How do I get out
When I can't tell up from down
When will the lid open
When will I be free
To break the box
And finally be me?
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