Singing!!!

Subject: Singing!!! 5/9/2010, 2:59 pm

I walk in and try to think of a good song that I like. I decide on one of my Favorites.

I'm not surprised, not everything lasts
I've broken my heart so many times, I stopped keeping track
Talk myself in, I talk myself out
I get all worked up, then I let myself down

I tried so very hard not to lose it
I came up with a million excuses
I thought, I thought of every possibility

And I know someday that it'll all turn out
You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out
And I promise you, kid, that I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

I might have to wait, I'll never give up
I guess it's half timing, and the other half's luck
Wherever you are, whenever it's right
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life

And I know that we can be so amazing
And, baby, your love is gonna change me
And now I can see every possibility

And somehow I know that it'll all turn out
You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out
And I promise you, kid, I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

They say all's fair
In love and war
But I won't need to fight it
We'll get it right and we'll be united

And I know that we can be so amazing
And being in your life is gonna change me
And now I can see every single possibility

And someday I know it'll all turn out
And I'll work to work it out
Promise you, kid, I'll give more than I get
Than I get, than I get, than I get

Oh, you know it'll all turn out
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And I promise you kid to give so much more than I get
Yeah, I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet
Oh, promise you, kid
To give so much more than I get

I said love, love, love, love
Love, love, love, love
(I just haven't met you yet)
Love, love, love, love
Love, love
I just haven't met you yet!

Subject: Re: Singing!!! 5/9/2010, 10:23 pm

I leave

Subject: Re: Singing!!! 5/23/2010, 5:27 pm

I walk down to the amphiteater and start singing Monster by Meg and Dia.

His little whispers.
Love Me. Love Me.
That's all I ask for.
Love Me. Love Me.
He battered his tiny fists to feel something.
Wondered what it's like to touch and feel something.
Monster.
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here.
Looking through the window...
That night he caged her.
Bruised and broke her.
He struggled closer.
Then he stole her.
Violet wrists and then her ankles.
Silent Pain.
Then he slowly saw their nightmares were his dreams.
Monster.
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here.
Looking through the windows.
I will.
Hear their voices.
I'm a glass child.
I am Hannah's regrets.
Monster.
How should I feel?
Turn the sheets down.
Murder ears with pillow lace.
There's bath tubs.
Full of glow flies.
Bathe in kerosene.
Their words tattoed in his veins, yeah.

Then I leave.

Subject: Re: Singing!!! 5/27/2010, 9:42 pm

I walk in and start singing instead of break dancing. I sing a song that expresses my feelings,

I could tell by the tone of your voice
That this isn't working out
I can tell by the look in your eyes
You've made up your mind you haven't got a doubt

I remember when I first saw you
I remember the way I felt
And you're breaking me to pieces
And I don't know how I deal with this, but I fight
Learned, anything at all it was to
Always be true to yourself and I know this isn't the end of this
I will fall

Have you ever watched the shadows
fly across the midnight sky?
I always used to watch the sunset
But it seems that I haven't got the time anymore

But if I learned anything at all it was to
Always be true to yourself and I see what I can do now
I'm gonna try

I've been thinking for days (for days)
I've been sleepless for nights (for nights)
But it all came to me
Driving home crying my eyes out

And if I learned anything at all it was to
never give in
cause I see all my dreams laid out in front of me
And for once, it doesn't seem so tough
no it doesn't seem so tough

Subject: Re: Singing!!! 6/6/2010, 11:14 am

I walk into the amphitheater and start sing Come Clean by Hilary Duff.

Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned

'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
was my life
I defy

[Chorus:]
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean

I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin

'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind

[Chorus]

I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming...

[Chorus x2]

Let's go back
Back to the beginning

I leave.

Subject: Re: Singing!!! 8/25/2010, 4:40 pm

I walk in still crying a little.

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honour to love you

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

You've got this look I can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is au fait,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh...
Your love,

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Now I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,

I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
For anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands

Subject: Re: Singing!!! 8/25/2010, 4:43 pm

I walked in, looking for Lucia. She looked like she was or had been crying, so I walked up to her when she finished the song.

Subject: Re: Singing!!! 8/25/2010, 4:44 pm

My eye's widen. "EVI!" I jump off the stage and hug him. I was still crying a little.

Subject: Re: Singing!!! 8/25/2010, 4:55 pm

I hugged her back. "what's wrong, Lucia?" I asked softly.

Subject: Re: Singing!!! 8/25/2010, 6:21 pm

That made me cry harder. "They- They murdered Art! For real this time!"

Subject: Re: Singing!!! 8/25/2010, 6:35 pm

I looked down at her eyes, and started gently wiping away her tears. "Who?" I asked softly.

Subject: Re: Singing!!! 8/25/2010, 8:23 pm

"Cynder and Lee."

Subject: Re: Singing!!! 8/25/2010, 8:26 pm

I sighed. I held her tighter a bit. "I'm so sorry, Lucia."

Subject: Re: Singing!!! 8/25/2010, 8:29 pm

"It's alright. I'll miss him, but it's all right." I look up at him.

Subject: Re: Singing!!! 8/25/2010, 8:32 pm

I smiled lightly at her.

Subject: Re: Singing!!! 8/25/2010, 8:34 pm

I smile back.

Subject: Re: Singing!!! 8/25/2010, 8:35 pm

"I love you, Lucia." I murmured.

Subject: Re: Singing!!! 8/25/2010, 9:56 pm

I smile wider. "I love you to Evi." I whisper and hug him tightly.

Subject: Re: Singing!!! 8/25/2010, 10:10 pm

I hugged her back, smiling again.

Subject: Re: Singing!!! 8/26/2010, 4:07 pm

"It feels like I haven't seen you in forever!!!"

Subject: Re: Singing!!! 8/26/2010, 6:51 pm

"Lucia, a minute away from you is forever." I whispered.

Subject: Re: Singing!!! 8/26/2010, 6:58 pm

"If I had a cookie for every time you said that I'd have a whole lotta cookies!" I say jokingly.

Subject: Re: Singing!!! 8/26/2010, 7:00 pm

I winked at her.

Subject: Re: Singing!!! 8/26/2010, 7:02 pm

I smiled at him.

Subject: Re: Singing!!! 8/26/2010, 7:05 pm

I smiled back.