The Beach

I spun around and a dragon popped out of my head!

-Chazz- I feel my throat tighten. I wanted Siken back but that wouldn't happen. "I want Siken's death to mean something. He wanted to be remembered, and he will. I will always remember him, but Luna needs to know why he's gone."

-Chazz- "I want to murder that heartless *****! She took Siken's life, not directly, but she killed him. He is DEAD because of Luna and I will avenge him." I start crying as I grab the grenade. "She will die the SAME way he died. In a ball of fire."

-Chazz- I stare into Daniel's eyes and say "He was my hero. Never hurt, never going anywhere. Now, he's dead and it was to help Luna. If he wanted her to love him that bad, it wasn't for Artemis to stop."

-Chazz- "I can't but Artemis could have changed it. It might have saved Siken. 'Six' It's ironic because he was supposed to live. When he was six, his heart stopped and then started beating again. He was able to cheat Hades then, why not now?" I ask as my face dries. Luna didn't deserve to die. "Siken didn't deserve death but Luna was kept alive because he wanted that."

I looked at the boys and the dragon disolved. "Someone.... Someone died..."

I looked troubled and sighed. I lookde at Chazz and thought about the events...

-Chazz- I look at Shan and debate whether or not to tell her. "He...he died for love. A love that was too strong on his part and too weak on the other part." I didn't want to mention Luna or the grenades.

"Poor guy," Shan said and reached her hand hesitantly to comfort Chazz. "I'm sorry..."

OOC: I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU JOHN! WHEN YOU LOG INTO CN NEXT I AM SO GONNA ASK YOU ABOUT YOUR TIME WITH RITA! Yeah. I know. I had a PM.

((Uhm...please keep the married couple fights out of this...))

-Chazz- I allow Shan to try comfort me as I think about how Siken had not said 'Good Bye' but had ran off. It didn't seem right. "Daniel, Siken was happy when he ran off, almost as if he had thought of something. People don't do that when they plan suicide. He was also anguished when he blew himself up. His last words were that he'd catch up with us...or something like that. It doesn't make sense." He had loved Luna but had been getting over her before he left. Then it hit me. Siken had thought the same thing I did. He had thought Artemis woluld release Luna from her binding oath. I collapse as I cry. "Siken..." She had loved him, sort of. That's why she left so soon.

OOC: Sorry. But he wasn't online and I thought he'd see this first. I'll sort this out with him later.

BIC: Shan had NO idea what to do. She was useless. She imagine a teddy bear and it faded into the air. She stared at it. "Sometimes, it's hard to lose those you love. Sometimes, it drives you nuts. But he will always be with you," she told him.

-Chazz- I stare at Siken's final resting spot. It had glass surrounding it. If there had been any other situation, it would have looked cool. I feel the skull shaped pin on the grenade. All it would take is a few seconds and I would be with him. I would finally see Mom. "No, you don't go nuts. It makes you appreciate the ones you still have. Daniel is my brother, not by blood, but he is here. I have lost my mom and now Siken, there is no pain allowed, or murdering the ones they loved. I will hate Luna for awhile but I will not hurt her." I replace the grenade pin cover and put the grenade away.

"Good," Shan said and looked at him. She avoided eye contact and stared straight past him, just a side effect of her Maladaptive Daydreaming Syndrome. "Now... You should... I don't know... Um... I'm new here... Um... Is there some place where you can... give him a funeral or memorial?"

Shan didn't mind her British accent most of the time but she hated the sound of it at that second.

-Chazz- I start to say something but then stop. Shan was actually caring about Siken. She didn't even know him, yet she cared. I catch my thoughts before they went off track and realize I had been staring at Shan. "I-I don't know. I'm new and haven't had someone die here." Her british accent sounded new to me but it was awesome. Once again, I catch myself staring at her. I quickly avert my gaze.

((Man being 13 was awesome. Hated it but this is how I remember it.))

OOC: Lol! Shan is 16. I'm Shan. I'm 16. Fun. I miss being 13. I could get away with a LOT more! And I didn't have so much stress.

"Well then," Shan grinned grimly at him. She sighed. "Let's ask Daniel."

She did care about him. She cared a lot about what happened to people. It was like her imaginary characters. If something bad happened to them, she'd mope for days. She didn't like seeing people upset. And always thought that death was something that she wouldn't want to be mourned for when it was her time to go. SHe wanted people to remember her and think about her life, not her death. She wasn't sure about the guy who died so she didn't know if he would have felt this way, too. All Shan knew was that at her funeral, NO ONE was going to wear black. Not even Thanatos himself.

((Uhm...I'm more like my character Austin, but part of me is Chazz. He's 13 so yeah...))

-Chazz- When Shan grins at me I blush, Daniel was probably getting a kick out of this. "Uhm..." I say before I have to look away again. My mind was running laps in my head. Always thinking about Shan, and then not, just to return to her. Gods, was this how Siken felt? I was NOT going to kiss Shan. It just wouldn't happen. If I did, Daniel would kill me.

"Hey, I know," I said, attempting to cheer him up. "How about... I tell you a story. About a fox. And how the white tip of its tail came to be?"

((He will probably love that....NOT))

-Chazz- I look at Shan again and see her smile. Her accent was more accepted in Camp, where as, it was unique to me. 'Stop! Don't think about her. She is older...' I blush again but don't hide my face again. If I was going to get over it, I had to face her.

OOC: Shan lives in a bubble She has no idea how to interact with people.

SHan frowned. "Actually, never mind. I forgot the begining."

((That would make a great show, animated, of Chazz with heart-eyes and hearts above his head and Shan just talking. I could see that succeed.))

-Chazz- I see her frown yet it still looks awesome. For some reason, she was...perfect. "You're beautiful..." I say, thinking I thought it.

OOC: Lol! Now I can too!

BIC: Absent mindedly, I replied, "Thank you. You too... Um... Oh gods! I can't believe this! I'm so forgetful! And I have this feeling I'm meant to be doing something."